Fearless....and Alone

Gogo_Noma
Dec 4
2 min read

Thokozani Badimo Child

Here I share with you my journal entry for the day, 16 November 2025 at 20h30

Today was the Spiritual Session day, under the theme Fearless, and Spirit showed me something powerful. I found myself alone — no one could attend. It’s the end of the year, people are running around, attending family functions, traveling, wrapping up deadlines, juggling their own storms. And then the weather… the whole day it poured. It’s still pouring even now.

But when 10h30 struck, something in me remembered. A line I heard from Jay Shetty during the week echoed: A place holds energy, and time holds memory.

In that moment, I remembered the promise. I remembered the commitment. I remembered the appointment I made with you (Spirit)— and I showed up.

I walked into my garage and prepared it exactly as I do when people join me. I lit all seven candles. I burned my incense. I prayed. I opened communication with my Ancestors. I switched on the lights, played my song, and held my spiritual appointment from 11:00 all the way to 14:00. I only blew out the candles after my thank-you prayer.

I journaled. I poured. I reflected.

Then I went and spent time with my son. Everything about today felt intentional and clean. I did it fearlessly, without disappointment, because I expected nothing from anyone. The only expectation I carried was that Spirit would meet me at the hour I had promised — and Spirit did. Spirit showed up for me, with me, in me.

I realized something so tender:

I hold space for so many people, but today I held space for myself. I allowed Spirit to refill my cup straight from Source, and I drank fully.

And today, I said NO.

A firm, sacred no.

No to someone asking me to return to circles I consciously left.

No to reconnecting with a person I consciously released.

No to crossing my own boundaries.

No to anyone trying to find their way around those boundaries.

I honoured myself. I honoured my truth. I honoured my healing.

Today, I chose me — in more ways than one. And choosing me fearlessly felt like breathing fresh air into my own soul. I am proud of myself. I am grateful for myself.

Fearlessly choosing me is life-giving.

And today, I lived that truth — and honestly, that is all I can do and all I will continue to do.

I am fearlessly in love with prioritizing me.

Lesedi 💫

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