"Everybody remembers the glow....😊
I recall a roller coaster ride😇 ."
Thokozani Royals, welcome to another edition of Motherhood Mondays.
Allow me share a page from my pregnancy journal. To be specific, my personal thoughts and experiences during the first trimester of my pregnancy. It's such a unique time, filled with uncertainty and excitement all at once. For me, it was like embarking on a spiritual journey all over again, a place that felt so familiar yet new.
During those early weeks, I woke up each day feeling different but couldn't quite put my finger on it. The hot flashes, nausea, and weakness in my joints made me constantly question what was happening to me. I had this glowing appearance to the world, but inside, I felt like a ticking bomb of emotions.
It reminded me of the time when I first began aligning with my spiritual gift. The crying, sleepless nights, confusing dreams, and unexplained physical ailments seemed to consume me. I felt lost and tired, seeking answers and light, while those around me looked to me for solutions. Little did I know that Gogo Noma, my spiritual self, was slowly emerging.
The first trimester of pregnancy feels like a hidden valley of darkness, known only to you. Nobody truly understands the difficulties you're going through. Others remember the glow and beauty, but you recall the rollercoaster of emotions and overwhelming fatigue.
It's a lot like the early stages of aligning with your gift. People constantly tell you about your calling and how you're meant to embrace it, but it's hard when you don't even know whether it's a boy or a girl. You need time to figure it all out, just like a baby needs time to grow.
I wanted to share this because I believe many of you can relate to these experiences. We're all on our own unique journeys, whether it's motherhood, spirituality, or personal growth. And that's why I want to invite you to join me on my YouTube channel, where I'll be documenting my pregnancy journey and diving deeper into the connection between pregnancy and spirituality.
I'll be sharing my highs, lows, and everything in between as I navigate this beautiful yet challenging time. I want us to learn and grow together as a community, supporting one another and finding solace in our shared experiences.
So, if you're interested in following along, please subscribe to my channel and stay tuned for my Pregnancy Journey videos that will be coming soon! Let's embark on this journey together, connecting our spirits and celebrating the miracles of life.
I am Gogo_Noma. And this is my pregnancy journey.